These are the things we beg for. A root canal, an I.R.S. audit, coffee spilled on our clothes. When the really terrible things happen, we start begging the god we don't believe in to bring back the little horrors, and take away this. It seems quaint now, doesn't it? The flood in the kitchen, the poison oak, the fight that leaves you shaking with rage. Would it've helped if we could see what else was coming? Would we have known that those were the best moments of our lives?
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The Gilmore Girls revival, "A Year in the Life" came out shortly after my Dad died. Because Edward Herrmann had passed a way a few years before filming the revival, Richard's (his character) death, was a big plot line. As if Lorelai Gilmore and I didn't have enough in common, we now shared this special bond too. While my relationship with my Father was entirely different than hers, I loved her monologue to her mother for several reasons, including the fact that my dad and I frequently had our little secrets from my mom. I just came across Jared Singer today--this was the first poem of his I listened to and I flat out cried. It was so nice to know there was another human in the world that "got it". So I take comfort in that. When my Dad first died in November of 2016, I didn't really have any coping skills. What 21 year old would? So for the first few months one of the few things I could do was listen to music and cry. Here's the playlist I compiled soon after. It includes songs about Dead Dads, songs that reminded me of mine, and songs that comforted me in the wake of the worst thing I had experienced.
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